I'm scared for the future and not quite sure what to expect. I know we're all worried about college and trades but that's okay because whatever comes next I know I will do great . I am so happy to see everyone grow up and plan all of the big events that are next . I can't wait to come back on breaks and see everyone that I went to school with . But enough with all of that let's talk about the now and what's coming up next. It's already almost the end of the first semester which is crazy because I feel like the first day of school was just last week . Okay maybe I am exaggerating but it really does feel like that .

 It's like graduating is kinda becoming real and that's just something I always thought was so far away . But as we are making memories with one another I'm always going to cherish everything that is happening . Like my first senior sunrise, those definitely were some amazing first memories with my classmates. And you know what's so unreal is that cap and gown orders were due yesterday and this was so crazy because it's like already and school is freshly started . But you know I understand because it's time . And you know what is scaring me the most is the fact that I am growing up . Like I am really never going to go to my high school again after  this year or the fact  I am never going  to cheer again or even see the people I have spent 4 years with .

 It's like I've been with my friends for years and I am going to miss them so much that it is something I can not even talk or come to a full thought about . The things that are exciting me most about this school year are the upcoming seasons such as track and field. I love track so much and this is going to be my last season so I am going to make the very most out of it . The track isn't too close though but it's almost time to start training although it was flag football so I would say I'm ready . Oh and yea this was the first ever year that my school has ever had a girls football team and it's so crazy how things are changing . I'm quite sad that it's all coming to an end but I hope wherever I end up next I leave it better than how I found it just like I did with my high school.